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Sunday, November 27th, 2005
8:26 am
bad dreams
i had the weirdest dream last night...well, this morning, cuz i went to bed at like 1AM. i've had this dream before, but i haven't had it in almost 4 months...but it's getting more and more realistic every time i go through it...kinda scares me. anyways i dreamed i:

faked my death. i know the perfect plan...it wouldn't be killing myself, cuz i'd still live. but i could run away, and start all over again. no more shy guy like i was at rhs, but no more "player" like i am at aha. i could find something in the middle. anyways, it starts with me in my mom's car, blasting my music. i throw my wallet and cell phone on the seat next to me, like i always do when i'm driving. i open the door, grab a thing of gasoliene, and get out (leaving the door open). i walk into the house, up the stairs, into my room. i start spreading gasoliene all over the place...walk out of my room, across the hall, down the back stairs...spray a LOT on the computer, TV room, living room...and throw the can back upstairs into my room. i light a match, and throw it far into the house...it fails to catch. i do it again, and the place jumps into flames quickly. i run outside, and into the woods in my backyard to watch. parents come home in tears, fire department here for hours.

then, i go through the woods, to the otherside, where i left my car. i take it, and just go. i see all the money i had taken out from the bank yesterday...and i drive to portland. i've always wanted to live in portland. anyways, i go to the orphanage, and say i need help...i've been living on my own for a few months since my mom left me, but i'm out of money. and from there, i get my new life...

ya, scary i could think something up like this. but w/e. let me know what you think.
Sunday, March 27th, 2005
1:40 pm
i can't go to senior weekend, who else isn't going...who is going?
7:19 am
omg...just lost 4 paragraphs of writting....don't have time now. i'll post later
Thursday, March 24th, 2005
3:53 pm
wow...flordia is awsome! although i'm burnt to a crisp, i'm having sooo much fun it's totally worth it. i flew down, and saw my two cousins waiting for me. they're 8 and 7, and so cute. they like me a lot, which is good, because they don't fight with me when i have them do something...like go to bed. (i've been doing a lot of babysitting recently, which is fine with me)

this is such a moral raiser for me...i really needed it. i got to run, they wanna go into the pool.

oh yea, i'm golfing tonight for my first time, ready to make a fool of myself. apparently the 7 yr. year old loves to golf...he'll be better than me.
Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005
1:29 pm
sitting at the boarding gate, waiting to board my flight...fun

"standing at the boarding gate,
thing of at the good times that we
had on oddsey '04
our favorite times were
fun-filled bus rides,
and games that kept us busy..oooohhhhh"

good memories..that is the begining of the song we made for color wars this year at camp. (sung to the tune of "Chariot" - Gavin DeGraw)
12:21 pm
my week in a nutshell
ok, i'm sitting in the airport, because my dad made me go to the airport 2 hrs. before my flight. check in took about 5 min., and security was less than that. i was soooo bored, i left metal in my pockets, so i could waste time geting the extra screening. yea, thats how bad it is. but, no, i left my knife at home (!!!) so it wouldn't get taken away.

this should be a fun week. i get to see my favorite relatives, and they are so much fun to be with. they're 7 and 5 years old, and they don't care what they do, because they have no idea how it makes them look, which is awsome. i wish i could be like that. but it should be a fun-filled week, in sunny flordia...50 degrees warmer then cold, snowy cleveland.

besides that, the last week at home was interesting. my grandpa has altimers (or however u spell it), and he can't remember my name anymore. which is really sad for me, because he is fun to be with. and he always has awsome ideas for gifts...he's just awsome to be with.

ok, running out of time on the computer...hope everyone has a excelent last week of break...talk to ya'll soon!
Monday, March 21st, 2005
4:14 pm
question
which is better...

orange juice with pulp, or without?

leave a comment with ur answer
Sunday, March 20th, 2005
8:10 pm
grandpa
it's always sad when your grandpa doesn't remember your name...

my dad and i went out to dinner with my grandpa today. let me start by saying that he's 93 yrs. old, and has lived a happy life for the most part. except for 28 months of chemo for two seprate cancer issues, losing his wife of 32 years, broke both hips and had them replaced, one of the replaced hips got infected, so they topok it out but didn't replace it (so he only has one hip), making him unable to walk. so he needs nurses to live with him, 24/7. and, oh yea, he's about 400 lbs.

and, now to top it all off, he's slowly losing his memory. which is really sad for me, because i love my grandpa, more than my grandparents on my mom's side.

gtg..more later
Saturday, March 19th, 2005
4:10 pm
AHA
where's the contract? i wanna sign on the "x" and get it over with.

i had an awsome time at AHA! i now know where i wanna go to school...and my mom loves it too. only problem...my dad doesn't like it. what a suprise. somehow, i knew he wouldn't go along with it. he'll get over it...i'm sure.

now, i have time to relax, before going to flordia on monday! warm, sunny flordia...
Wednesday, March 16th, 2005
10:30 pm
SCHOOL VISIT IN NC!!!
i'll be in NC Thurs. morning (about 9AM) until Friday night (midnight Friday night/Sat. morning)...if u wanna call or need help dial the cell...216-219-3398
9:51 pm
drama
i love drama...it can be fun to listen to. and, i get a weird type of rush when i'm trying to help people sort out what's going on...it's fun, and i get a good feeling that i'm helping ppl.

i had two people IM me and say they want to kill themselves. and i helped two people calm down and think...it's good practice, because i want to go into physcology when i grow up...
6:16 pm
overreacting
yea...so i over-reacted last night. i do that a lot. sorry to those who i hurt. i don't mean to.

anyways...today was boring. what a suprise. helped someone who had a question...kinda interesting. besides that, i was lazy today. it's good once in a while to be lazy.

really good...lazy is good on vacations...

p.s. what a good song applying to my life now...
9:59 am
thanks chelsea...
9:08 am
bored...and alone
i'm bored...so here it goes

1-WHAT IS YOUR NAME- jordan

2-SPELL IT BACKWARDS- nadroj

4-HEIGHT- 5' 7"

5-WEIGHT- enough to worry about it

6-HAIR COLOR- brown

7-EYE COLOR- blue

8-RIGHTY OR LEFTY OR BOTH- right

9-FEELING- tired...lazy

::RANDOM STUFF::

10-HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE- yes

11-HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE YOU TOLD I LOVE YOU- one?...two max

12-HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE YOU BEEN IN LOVE WITH- two...close to three

13-ARE YOUR PARENTS DEVORCED- nope

14-DO YOU HAVE STEP PARENTS- nope

15-WHATS YOUR FAVORITE SONG- mother father (DMB) chariot (Gavin DeGraw) Satellite (Dissipated Eight via DMB)

16-WHATS THE MOST EMBARASSING CD YOU OWN- Vanessa Carlton

17-WHAT SONG DO YOU ABSOLUTELY HATE- Clocks (Coldplay)

18-DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER- nope

19-WHAT SONG REMINDS YOU OF THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE- All For You (Sister Hazel)

::YOUR BEDROOM::

21-WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR SHEETS- tan-ish

22-WHAT CLOR ARE YOUR BEDROOM WALLS- tan

23-DO YOU HAVE A TV IN YOUR ROOM- i wish

24-HOW MANY PILLOWS DO YOU HAVE ON YOUR BED- 3...i should have 6 but my sister stole some

25-WHAT DO YOU NORMALLY SLEEP IN- boxers and a undershirt...PJ pants at school

26-DISCRIBE YOUR FAVORITE PAIR OF PAJAMAS- simpsons

27-WHAT SIZE BED DO YOU HAVE- queen

28-DO YOU LISTEN TO MUSIC WHILE YOUR TRYING TO FALL ASLEEP- yup

29-DISCRIBE THE LAST NIGHTMARE YOU HAD- don't really wanna say

30-HOW MANY PEOPLE CAN COMFORTABLY SLEEP IN YOU BED- never really tried...probally 3 or 4

31-DO YOU SLEEP IN UNUSUAL POSITIONS- nope

32-WHAT COLOR IS THE CARPET IN YOUR ROOM- grey

::HAVE YOU EVER¡¦::

33-MOONED ANYONE- yup

34-BEEN ON A DIET- yup

35-LAUGHED SO HARD YOU PEED YOUR PANTS- nope

36-THOUGHT ABOUT KILLING YOUR ENEMY- once or twice

37-GONE STREAKING- nope

38-STOLEN ANYTHING- just a pack of gum

39-DATED ONE OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS- yea

40-LOVED SOMEONE SO MUCH IT MAKES YOU CRY- don't think so

41-BROKEN THE LAW- of course...rules are made to be broken

42-BEEN CHEETED ON BY A BF/GF- long story

43-GAVE SOMEONE A PIGGY BACKRIDE- yup

45-BEEN SO DRUNK YOU DON'T REMEMBER YOUR NAME- yup...or so i've been told

46-SMOKED- nope

47-DONE DRUGS- nope

48-HAD A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND- yup

49-WRITTEN A LOVE POEM- nope...no where good enough a writter

50-KISSED SOMEONE IN THE RAIN- yea

::MORE RANDOMNESS::

51-DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS- sometimes

52-NAME THREE THINGS NEXT TO YOUR COMPUTER- UGA hat, cordless phone...bills from the last 3 years my dad hasn't filed

53-DO YOU HAVE ANY HIDDEN TALENTS- yea

54-DO YOU PLAY ANY SPORTS- football, baseball, hockey (kinda), soccer

55-WHAT IS YOUR DREAM CAR- honda civic...or what i drive now, a chrysler pacifica

56-WOULD YOU EVER SKYDIVE- hell yea...18th birthday

57-EVER WISHED ON A SHOOTING STAR- once

58-WHAT IS YOUR WEAKNESS- ppl saying nice stuff to use me

59-WHATS SOMETHING YOU CANT GET ENOUGH OF- just relazing with friends

60-HOW DO YOU RELIEVE YOUR STRESS- cutting (trying not to anymore)...hopefully music

61-ARE YOU STRONG EMOTIONALLY- some people say i am

62-ARE YOU A DEEP SLEEPER- yup

63-WHAT COLOR IS YOUR HAIR NATRUALLY- dark brown

64-WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD- wanting to end ur life

65-BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD- knowing someone gives half a shit for u

66-THE GLASS IS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL- half full

67-WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO BE PROPOSED TO- at a dinner somewhere...or i like the commerical in front of the museum with all the people

68-WHAT KIND OF MOVIE WOULD YOU STAR IN- drama

69-WHATS YOUR FAVORITE PHRASE- my god..../wow/so....
Tuesday, March 15th, 2005
5:47 pm
help me
cutting, cutting, cutting....all night long...216-464-1199 after 8PM...IM before then
Monday, March 14th, 2005
10:46 pm
it's so nice to like someone, and be honestly liked in return...for who you are, not what you have/how you can help...what a change
12:18 pm
my friend has a problem...hope you guys have better advice for him that i did...

josh is friends with this girl, aliya. they hang out sometimes, but only when no ole else is around to see aliya with josh. he helps her out with various problems sometimes, because he's smart, and know a lot about lots of various things. recently, aliya has been saying "i love you" a lot to josh...and it came n semi-random...he had helped her a day before, and she said "thanks...have i ever told you that i love you before". the only problem is...aliya is going out with sam. and josh is good friends with sam.

josh asked me if i thought he was being used, if aliya was just flirting, or if aliya doesn't like sam, and would rather be with josh.

i told josh to not flirt back...because he's really good friends with sam. but i don't think he's being used....ideas?
Sunday, March 13th, 2005
2:24 pm
peter pan
yea, so last night my family and i went to go see peter pan. cleveland has the largest preforming arts center, and this came right from broadway, so it had all the best crew and set design. i thought it would be just ok, i mean, come on, it's peter pan...i saw it when i was like 8 years old. well...this kicked ass. the actors were awsome...captain hook is the man!...and i was totally blown out of my shoes by all the flying they did. and my dad knew it all.

apparently when my dad was my age he worked on stage crew for his high school peter pan production. he was one of the guys behind the stage, using the cords to make the actors fly. so he was able to tell me how it worked and everything. soo cool. i now have a new respect for my dad...lmao. anyways, it was awsome...i would hate to fly, because usually they had more than one person flying, and i would shit myself, being afraid of a mid-air collision. but i would love to work behind the stage making people fly.

and one of the best parts of WRA is their kick ass drama program. like, it's amazing. this is for sure a major plus for WRA!!! we'll keep thinking about it, though.

www.paultheflyguy.com
Saturday, March 12th, 2005
6:02 pm
WELCOME BACK TO ALL THE EUROPEANS!!! hope you all had a great time...i'm sure it was better than being here in the cold, snowy USA.
Friday, March 11th, 2005
8:36 pm
pros + cons
WRA
pros: close to home
i'll have a friend to chill with on weekends (janey)
theater program (major plus!!)
classrooms in different buildings
big classes (lots of ppl)
in major city
psycology classes

cons: close to home
not a lot of jewish culture (problem for me at RHS)
not a lot of technology
old dorms


AHA
pros: lots of jewish culture
i have a background in the language (hebrew)
HIGH TECHNOLOGY!
in major city
dorms
new
weather

cons: small in grade size
not close to home
no stage crew pgrm.
weekend plans
don't know anyone
new


i'm going to keep updating as i think of stuff, so this isn't the final list.
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